FINDING SELF
Part 2
(~*~)
Hello,
Many wonder how I survived and how I cam out of it all with positive life perspectives once again.
It started with my getting out and exploring what our community had to offer. I decided to get more involved, and even volunteered for various efforts. It inspired me to start painting - to give my friends something from me that I had created. This grew my awareness of and access to not only my community, but also my creative mind, and a release from stress through art therapy - Hooray for the positive!! Shortly after I had my third surgery, and I had very little help during recovery once again. I was glad that my son was around this time, and was willing to help wherever he could.
As I entered my mid-thirties I ran into an ex boyfriend from my home
province, re-fell in love (or so I thought), and without thinking
clearly enough decided to move back there with him. Shortly after I had
my second son, left him over negatives, and entered into single
parenthood once again. It didn't even last a year, and I was stuck
living with him until I could move out! Leaving me with the stresses of
finding the funds to move back across the country, and to my friends
that I considered family. WHEW! What a crazy ride that was!
Upon my returning across country, we (my son & I) stayed at a friend's place for the agreed upon week. Because of our arrival date our stay turned into three weeks, and while waiting to access our new apartment, I foolishly bought an over-priced mattress pad for us to sleep on. It caused stress between all of us there, and I am glad it did not ruin our friendships. I was so anxious to move out for my friends, that I requested to stay at another friend's place over the long weekend before we got our new apartment key. Thankfully they agreed and even gave us a ride to our new apartment after!
The first week in the new apartment was chaos! - It went as follows...
Holiday
Monday I got lucky to get the key (thank you timing!), and we slept in
our new space. Tuesday brought stuff from storage in Ontario, of which
half my kitchen supplies were missing along with some other items.
Wednesday brought friends from out of town that came to help (and brought some furniture - thanks so much!), and "meet
my doctor" day! Thursday brought my stuff from my home province, and
another friend from out of town to help. Friday brought me in to the
doctor for the birth of my second son, and a quick weekend stay at the
hospital. WHEW! Another crazy ride!
Since then I have had to go through two more surgeries, bringing the grand total to five and including more pins and a shin plate! All in all, out of five surgeries, I have had to teach myself how to walk four times! I
was thankful to have full-time help these last two rounds, but it came
with hefty a price! A "boyfriend" that ended up ripping me off for all
my tech from a spare computer. It was completely cleaned out to the
point that I now have to build it from scratch!
Insert positivity! - Thankfully I now see it as a project-in-waiting with both my sons.
I have had much to overcome to get through it as it all happened, and
to get to the point of positive perspectives that I am at now.
(~*~)
More information:
History +++ Introduction +++ Welcome +++ Part 1
&
~ More links may come.
~ Otherwise, please look to my blogs or ask.
Thankz
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See ya out there!
Trish T. Dish9/ C.E.S. (*@^@*)
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TRISH
Part 1
(~*~)
Hello,
Many have asked who I am, and what I do. Some of which have their theories that they wish to believe, both negative and positive. Yet for me that is not such an easy answer, as it has changed over the years. And yet there is consistency as I am often seen as attractive, charming, and witty.
Whether it be for my
abilities to get through crowds with voice or body, my knowledge base
when asked for it/ times of advice requests, my mental "strength, health, and survival" - tricks/ tools, or even my sarcastic nature. None compare to some basic (as I
like to call them) "Favourite Freedom Forms (F3 - cubed)". Two of my
favourites being dancing, and my
many unique and stylistic appearances! You see... I have allowed
Mortisha to experiment with her Overall Appearance Designing (O.A.D.) on
me. I tend to love these looks so much, that I am accused of "living in
costume" - I voluntarily model them during her events, as well as much
of my travels.
Travelers have come to know me as a tour guide
for hire, and at decent prices - but with strict conditions/ penalties if not followed. I have been found at various travel ports on our planets, in our galaxy, and throughout our
cosmos. Some say they do not understand how I can do, traveling alone. So I tell them my theory... "I do not fear the unknown as many others do, I enjoy the
discoveries!" Many times this statement alone has put my passengers minds at ease, and even inspired some to become much more objective, optimistic, and open minded to new experiences. And some of them have even become part of my crew/ family.
I am known
to have fun, I tend to want to get family, friends, and their friends involved, and at times have become a bit too jovial. Influencing others in these ways, has earned me the nickname of B.I.F. (the bad influence faery). Despite this I seek knowledge, self-improvements,
and the right "Mr. Right" for me. And of course every avenue of fun exploration of safe experimentation ideas I can find and/ or think of! After all, life is too short to not want to have fun with family and friends (fwff)!
To think that many rumor and regard me also as an agent/ double agent for some unknown authority
figure, and they are now
cautious to approach me. Makes me laugh!
(~*~)
More information:
History +++ Introduction +++ Welcome
&
~ More links may come.
~ Otherwise, please look to my blogs or ask.
Thankz
=
See ya out there!
Trish T. Dish9/ C.E.S. (*@^@*)
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FINDING SELF
Part 1
(^&~)
Hello,
Many ask who I am, and to that there is no straight answer. For I am a woman of varying abilities, experiences, and travels. I have been known for many things throughout my life, and I have played many "parts" along my journey of adventures in my life - some has been negative, and much more positive now. You see, my story is somewhat tragic as it was negatively ridden from the start.
To start my parents had largely negative issues before and during my mom's pregnancy (to say the least). I went through "Junior Rheumatic Arthritis" since about a year of age, and a broken leg around two years of age. I was the recipient of negative/ abusive treatment from family
members for much of my childhood, and had to teach myself how to keep a level of Optimistic Life Perspectives (O.L.P.) for my mental and emotional strength/ survival. I had many trips to the hospital until about the
age of puberty - 12ish, and have a lack of memory of much of my childhood - even now as an adult.
By about 15ish I had given up on parental/ family help, and started "raising" myself in regards to my "mental health". It turned out to be another aid/ tool for my self-improvement/ strengthening efforts. It was also around this time that my JRA went into a remission period of about 7 years. Just to be known, by the time I reached my early twenties, as "the girl who walks funny". These years brought a lot of pain to tolerate while I tried to work/ survive, make friends in a new province with no family members I know of, and find a new place to live. I had anxiety and high-stress levels throughout, and my previous experience of maintaining some level of optimistic life perspectives was needed once again.
By my late twenties I had my first son, left the dad over negatives, and entered single parenthood. I had very little help, but was greatful for the few friends that did. Shortly after I found myself in another relationship I fell into, and a crappy telemarketing job. Both of which encouraged a negative/ depressive mind-frame, and discouraged positivity or optimism. My first surgery was as I entered my thirties, my relationship was starting to turn negative from my "partner's" end of things, and I had very little help during my recovery. Once I recovered enough I moved to across the city, just to have my relationship continue to a very negative ending (worst in my history), and an ex stalking me through his friends.
I was to "fly solo" once again as I went through my second surgery, and shortly after I re-located to a nearby city - it finally felt like a "fresh start" until stress, anxiety, and depression set in again like a wave washing ashore. It caused a lot of friction within myself, as I became a hermit over most of the spring and fall seasons and all of the winters for a few years. The rare times I went out, I encountered and became too infatuated over a cold-hearted one for too long - it became acceptable, comfortable, and even inviting. More stress, anxiety, and depression - I felt completely defeated, and I had to put an end to it.
(~*~)
More information:
History +++ Introduction +++ Welcome +++ Part 2
&
~ More links may come.
~ Otherwise, please look to my blogs or ask.
Thankz
=
See ya out there!
Trish T. Dish9/ C.E.S. (*@^@*)
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(^&~)
Hello,
I recently discovered an opportunity to go to a Comic Convention, so I plan on going to the Hamilton Comic Con this year - the very reasonable price, certainly aided the opportunity! My plans include at least one friend, but the more the merrier - because it's always more fun with family/ friends!
As with many activities/ event attendances I will be representing a version of my "comic/ cosmic" character self, and of course my game project - Wild Wicked World (2v).
With my character being so diverse in appearances, it left a lot of "play" room for ideas. I have gladly been gaining progress over the costume idea I came up with for this round/ Halloween in general - which I plan on trying out at this convention. Preparations have brought many ideas with each step, and I have gathered most of it already. Good thing I did too, because the event is THIS SATURDAY!
Note:
I decided to keep the idea, for only at this Comic Con to start my character off with being more public and known. As I plan to attend more of these events, my character will have many more appearances to come.
(^&^)
More Information:
~ All pictures from the event directly, are shared on Facebook & to the event posted there.
Pics found here!
~ Costume pictures coming soon.
(^&~)
Until next time...
See you out there!
Trish T. Dish9/ C.E.S. (*@^@*)
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(^&~)
Hello,
I have been involved/ officially known publicly with Chris S.' Projects/ C.E.S. since 2010.
My tasks include (but are not limited to):
Ideas, collaborations, photography, public relations, and more.
I do these through/ within:
1. Collaborative Endeavors Studio/ C.E.S.
2. Wild Wicked Women - Creative Collective.
3. Wild Wicked World (2v)
Despite this project being "on hold" many times, progress has started once again.
Welcome!
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More Information
~ History links pending...
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See ya out there!
Trish T. Dish9/ C.E.S. (*@^@*)
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